Patrons & Saints
by Matthew Koslowski on December 24, 2009
in Essays
To one of my saints, my dear friend, Emily Baum, with the deepest appreciation.
In This Essay |
On the Shortness of Life by Seneca (C.D.N. Costa, trans.)
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| Late Bloomers by Malcolm Gladwell, The Annals of Culture, The New Yorker |
| On Dying Young by Matthew Koslowski, Literature&Literacy |
| William Stafford, Poet, Wikipedia |
Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke (Stephen Mitchell, trans.) |
Ahead of All Parting: The Selected Poetry and Prose by Rainer Maria Rilke (Stephen Mitchell, ed. and trans.) |
The Second Four Books of Poems by W.S. Merwin |
“Is there anything I can do to cheer you up?” she asks.
“Sure,” I say. “Just show me a writer — a poet, preferably — who did not a pickup a pen before he was 27 or 30, who amounted to anything, who history remembers.”
These conversations are common.
I expect the normal, well-intentioned platitudes. Often I begin to despair because I have not dedicated myself to my writing. I begin to think that my time is up. “It is not that we have a short time to live, but that we waste a lot of it,” Seneca whispers. “Life is long enough, and a sufficiently generous amount has been given to us for the highest achievements if it were all well invested.” And I begin to think about how I have not invested my time well.
Rilke writes, “…if, as I have said, one feels one could live without writing, then one shouldn’t write at all.” Haven’t I been living without writing? I have not worked on my novel in weeks. Or have I been existing and drifting? Do I really feel that I could live without writing?
“William Stafford,” she says.
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On Dying Young
by Matthew Koslowski on November 18, 2009
in Anecdotes
As I have written before, I aspire to be a novelist.
But that desire to be a novelist does not come without a number of uncertainties and fears. Looking at the papers, it is not difficult to come across an article bemoaning the state of the publishing business or another article bemoaning the state of the American reader. Stories circulate within writers communities about the difficulties of finding first an agent and then a publisher. The story is so well known that it even appeared in the movie Sideways as the special lot of writers.
